Friends

I just realised that I have no real friends in RP.

Thinking back.. all the friends i have in school are the kind where u just know them? the hi,bye kind of friend. im not really close to any of them, i dont share anything i have with them and i dont even go out with them. i suppose the "friends" i have in there will sooner or later disappear.

From first sem - i made the best friends i have because i felt part of the class. my first sem class is by far the best. we have had gatherings and outings together. although i dont really talk to them now, i still feel that they are the closest friends i have in rp. not that close but the closest.

From 2nd sem - that was alittle screwed. the friends i had were the guys only. maybe a few girls here n there. why? cause the guys were all gamers so we just hung around and played games here n there and talk kok and discriminate the fat ass together. i dont really even talk to them now. only 1 or 2 here n there occationally about games and such.

For year2 - this is most screwed. hell i know less than half the class properly.i just dont fit in with them.the whole lot of smokers lol. i dont belong in the class i feel. the place is just not for me.no common interest whatsoeverr. i dont even have 10 people's msn contact in this class LOL. so screw the bonding and love for the class. HAHAHA.

Well as you can read. my life in RP's pretty much screwed without friends. lol... so where are my friends? fuck. they're in TP. lol.

sometimes i just really regret going RP and being far far away from the guys.. o wells. at least i met my gf in RP? thats the only thing i enjoy in RP. hahas. my darling. =D